I can relate to so much of this, even without having tarot as a practice. Being so stuck in my head, caught up in triggers (relating to dating as well), feeling resistance, and trying to power through without actually sitting down to feel these things that are coming to the surface. It's wild to navigate those core wounded beliefs and stories that spring up from them and recognizing it's no one else's responsibility but my own. And doing all the things to regulate my system but still not feeling the relief because I wasn't actually present enough to regard what those feelings were trying to tell me; I just wanted them to go away!
No answers, just sharing in the knowing that I'm not the only one doing this work <3
Wow Kerry, this makes so much sense, thank you for sharing your wisdom on this. I’m so sorry you have been going through such a tricky, anxiety-provoking time and hope you are beginning to move through it. Sending love xx
This is such a powerful reflection from what must have been a really shitty time lovely. I truly understand the crippling anxiety sensations, and I’m sorry you had to go through that, but also think it’s so beautiful the way you write about the experience with the cards. Xxx
I can relate to so much of this, even without having tarot as a practice. Being so stuck in my head, caught up in triggers (relating to dating as well), feeling resistance, and trying to power through without actually sitting down to feel these things that are coming to the surface. It's wild to navigate those core wounded beliefs and stories that spring up from them and recognizing it's no one else's responsibility but my own. And doing all the things to regulate my system but still not feeling the relief because I wasn't actually present enough to regard what those feelings were trying to tell me; I just wanted them to go away!
No answers, just sharing in the knowing that I'm not the only one doing this work <3
Wow Kerry, this makes so much sense, thank you for sharing your wisdom on this. I’m so sorry you have been going through such a tricky, anxiety-provoking time and hope you are beginning to move through it. Sending love xx
Thank you for your kind words Lyndsay, it means a lot! Thankfully feeling much lighter about it all now x
This is such a powerful reflection from what must have been a really shitty time lovely. I truly understand the crippling anxiety sensations, and I’m sorry you had to go through that, but also think it’s so beautiful the way you write about the experience with the cards. Xxx
Thank you lovely, your words are so comforting to me. In a way, I feel oddly grateful for this experience xx